Dec 20, 2007 04:59
It's been a longtime since I have done this so here I go....... Lately things just don't feel them same as they have, work is I just work, my social life I have feel distant from everyone, and well school, don't even get me started on that. I guess the big things is I feel really lost and I don't know what to do or who to talk to anymore. Over that last few months I just have been keeping things more and more to myself, after what has happen with a few people that I felt close to and trusted, so now,,,,,,,? Thats where I'm at I just don't know what to do or even who to trust. God somedays I feel like such and loser and just wish it would end, I want so much to be happy again, and in the end thats what I have been worrying about alot, that maybe tha never will happen for me again. I don't know why the hell I'm writing this.