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I don't know what's wrong with my body clock. Oh, maybe this is what the j4s were talking about when they were talking about post-As. They say they still felt like they had to be studying, or that they'll wake up and be like oh no late for exam need to study! (happened recently to my friend Chris who is in his second year of army already lulz) and I'm like WHAT, no way man I left that behind right after my (second) last paper. But I guess maybe this is my body's way of not forgetting my conditioning. I've been getting sleepy at around 11pm and waking up at ~6am even if I sleep at 1am+. Maybe it's inertia like how most things in life are. Like, I'm trying to get into this abounding life I'm supposed to have in this huge time period but my body wants to resist that, maybe so I can take things slower and life will be even more amazing. HAHAHA ya or maybe it's just jetlag and stuff right? But no la I don't think so.
On an unrelated note, friends I have NO drive at all. Okay I have a little drive, which doesn't always activate. And you guys -everyone I can think of in my f-list- have so much drive! And I need some because you know, there's uni apps to do (I haven't done anything about anything at all like seriously nothing not even proper research on uni courses) and I also probably want to work soon. Though inside me groans at that. And I don't know if I want to focus on getting money or experience for now. What are my options?! I don't know! Too lazy (? Or something else) to find out!!
Omg guys it's what we've been talking about since sec1- real life!
Loljks hahahaha