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[ngtracey]

I was looking over my most recent posts, and read where mrSunyata said that I don't have to go this alone. he said to get in touch with my friends when I am able. He is _so_ right. I realize now, that I let Spyder's actions cut me off from my friends too, and yet now that I need them so desperately, they are standing up, sounding off, and getting involved for me. I almost don't know how to take that, because it isn't like me to make a big deal of my own pain, or to ask for help. but deep inside; the outpouring of love from you all is soothing and gentling a long-held pain and wildness that I had nearly forgotten.

THANK YOU!!
THANK YOU!!
XOXOXOXO

and an extra XO and Thank you to Kevin, for reminding me what's important.