jerry

Mar 16, 2005 15:04

Why do bad things happen to good people ? There is no real answer to this question, but it is still racing through my head. This week has been rough, but it is selfish to say that it has been rough on me... because i know it's been even worse for his parents and his close friends. School seems like its a huge pressure cooker for depression, with the level of sadness rising exponentially. I can't decide which is worse, having a class where we reminisce and read poetry related to death, or when we just barrel through the work like normal. Nobody paid attention either way. I think that a huge mistake was only telling the seniors... because i know i didn't feel like explaining my tear streaked face to the underclassmen in my other classes. Jerry was truly a good person, and he will be missed, but he will always be remembered.

This morning... walking into school, I saw Linda in the parking lot... and we both just broke down. I don't know what to say to people... and i don't know what i want other people to say to me.
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