Dec 14, 2004 06:23
so i burned a copy of the hanukah gfc cd for myself (from my sister)... and it makes me so happy. especially because jenn's on it! and you can hear her voice sooooo well. it's CRAZY distinctive and i <3 it. it makes me feel like i could close my eyes... and be either at a nfty event with her, or even back on kibbutz.
i don't really know what's going on right now in my guy life... things are kind of awkward around luke... and even baber feels led on by that boy! bio class has turned into a riot of flirtatious fun... well not really, but sort of. we just joke around.. jenna said it wisely.... you can't like (as in .. want a relationship with) any of the guys in bio, because we have turned into such a family. but even so.. the sexual connotations and undertones are present.
i've decided that the epitome of attractiveness (in my opinion) is the Irish soccer coach in Bend it Like Beckham. Why?
1. athletic
2. gives good motivational speeches (and yes i know they're scripted... don't ruin this for me!)
3. cheekbones
4. ACCENT
5. looks AMAZING ... ummm no more to be said.
the epitome of UNCOOL...
biology II. that class is killing me like no other. i did well in that class the first 2 six weeks... but now it is all of a sudden kicking my ass. the final in that class will suck today.
i can't wait for steven, sammy, jonathan, and zach to return!! but i'm worried that maybe we've changed... by we i mean zach.. i haven't talked to him recently.. and every time i did talk to him, he was busy and i felt brushed off. i hope it's not like that when he's home. and what happens if, when i see sammy i am still attracted to him? because i am positive that i am. i really do still hold it against zach for having that conversation with me in the car... i understand his intentions.... but it still hurt. argh.. now i'm rambling.
and time for school