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Feb 28, 2005 09:56

I think I make myself insane with over analyzing. Join the club right?

I think I'm a calm hypochondriac. I realize that there is something wrong with me, but then my mind takes it a step further. I then have to bring myself back to the realization that I basically already know what's wrong with me, so I shouldn't worry about dying. I don't think dying will really be all that scary. Life after-death is what bothers me. Just the idea of not knowing what's going to happen. It's the suspense of it all.

I think I'm a "bad" Christian. I think alot of people probably think this way about themselves. Atleast we think about it right? I would rather be an under par Christian who realizes it  more so than one who thinks he's going to sit on the right hand of God's throne, but is actually a "white-washed" tomb.

"You will certainly carry out God's purpose, however you act, but it makes a difference to you whether you serve like Judas or like John."

N.W. Clerk
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