Feb 28, 2005 09:56
I think I make myself insane with over analyzing. Join the club right?
I think I'm a calm hypochondriac. I realize that there is something
wrong with me, but then my mind takes it a step further. I then have to
bring myself back to the realization that I basically already know
what's wrong with me, so I shouldn't worry about dying. I don't think
dying will really be all that scary. Life after-death is what bothers
me. Just the idea of not knowing what's going to happen. It's the
suspense of it all.
I think I'm a "bad" Christian. I think alot of people probably think
this way about themselves. Atleast we think about it right? I would
rather be an under par Christian who realizes it more so than one
who thinks he's going to sit on the right hand of God's throne, but is
actually a "white-washed" tomb.
"You will certainly carry out
God's purpose, however you act, but it makes a difference to you
whether you serve like Judas or like John."
N.W. Clerk