Missing
Pairing: GacktxMana, mentions of ManaxKami
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: No rating.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the story itself. A work of fiction. I make no profit from this.
Author's note: The parts in italic is lyrics from the song Tallulah by Sonata Arctica. You'll have to be imaginative and make the ending yourself :p
Another petty argument, another time when we failed to understand each other. Why must we always hurt each other with quietly spoken words and angry glares? Both so stubborn, so proud, never willing to back down. Yet, when I see you look so hurt I can't help but break too.
Remember when we used to look how sun sets far away
And how you said "This is never over"?
I believed your every word,and I guess you did it too
But now you say "Hey, let's think this over"
You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling, you don't have the words
I found one for you, kissed your cheek, said bye and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying
How could I let it end this way? I still think of you every day... Without you next to me I can't sleep, can't eat; I'm lost. I look up at the sky outside my window, the dark lit up with stars and the full moon. I know you love these nights, what are you doing now? Are you thinking of me too?
I remember little things you hardly ever do
Tell me why I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true; mine betrayed me
Only when I'm alone I let myself cry. I know I left, but you still have my heart in your hands.
So, just don't break it, don't break me. You're the piece missing.
You let my hand go, and you faked a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while
Why are you crying?
I hate to see you so cold, your face almost lifeless on the television screen and on the pictures in magazines. But I remember, it was always your smile that lit up my day. Your warmth, your kindness... I was shocked to see you with Kami on one of my rare days out. Is it already too late?
Have you already forgotten about me?
I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her, or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don't even dare to say you "Hi"
Still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feeling's still alive, still alive...
You look happy. Are you?
How could I be so foolish as to walk away? I'll always regret that day. Not leaving Malice Mizer, but leaving you. We belong together, Mana, why won't you talk to me? I never had the chance to even meet you, to see your smiling face since. Shut out from the family that Malice Mizer is.
I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now?
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand
Tallulah, it's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah
This could be...
I wipe the tears away and dial your number, I still have it on speed dial. My number one.
Swallowing to make the lump in my throat disappear as the dial tone resounds.
"Hello?” you're voice is sleepy, warm. I miss hearing you speak sweet nothings into my ear.
"Hi, it's me. Gackt.” Does my nervousness come through, the desperation, my need?
"It's been a long time.”
A long silence. It's comforting to just hear you breathe... But you're so far away.
"Can... can we meet?” I gnaw at my lip, silently hoping you'd agree
"Do you want to come over?” your voice seems so small “... I've missed you”
"I'll be there in 20 minutes” I can't help but smile, my heart pounding.
What is missing shall once again return.
~owari~
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: No rating.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the story itself. A work of fiction. I make no profit from this.
Author's note: The parts in italic is lyrics from the song Tallulah by Sonata Arctica. You'll have to be imaginative and make the ending yourself :p
Another petty argument, another time when we failed to understand each other. Why must we always hurt each other with quietly spoken words and angry glares? Both so stubborn, so proud, never willing to back down. Yet, when I see you look so hurt I can't help but break too.
Remember when we used to look how sun sets far away
And how you said "This is never over"?
I believed your every word,and I guess you did it too
But now you say "Hey, let's think this over"
You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling, you don't have the words
I found one for you, kissed your cheek, said bye and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying
How could I let it end this way? I still think of you every day... Without you next to me I can't sleep, can't eat; I'm lost. I look up at the sky outside my window, the dark lit up with stars and the full moon. I know you love these nights, what are you doing now? Are you thinking of me too?
I remember little things you hardly ever do
Tell me why I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true; mine betrayed me
Only when I'm alone I let myself cry. I know I left, but you still have my heart in your hands.
So, just don't break it, don't break me. You're the piece missing.
You let my hand go, and you faked a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while
Why are you crying?
I hate to see you so cold, your face almost lifeless on the television screen and on the pictures in magazines. But I remember, it was always your smile that lit up my day. Your warmth, your kindness... I was shocked to see you with Kami on one of my rare days out. Is it already too late?
Have you already forgotten about me?
I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her, or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don't even dare to say you "Hi"
Still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feeling's still alive, still alive...
You look happy. Are you?
How could I be so foolish as to walk away? I'll always regret that day. Not leaving Malice Mizer, but leaving you. We belong together, Mana, why won't you talk to me? I never had the chance to even meet you, to see your smiling face since. Shut out from the family that Malice Mizer is.
I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now?
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand
Tallulah, it's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah
This could be...
I wipe the tears away and dial your number, I still have it on speed dial. My number one.
Swallowing to make the lump in my throat disappear as the dial tone resounds.
"Hello?” you're voice is sleepy, warm. I miss hearing you speak sweet nothings into my ear.
"Hi, it's me. Gackt.” Does my nervousness come through, the desperation, my need?
"It's been a long time.”
A long silence. It's comforting to just hear you breathe... But you're so far away.
"Can... can we meet?” I gnaw at my lip, silently hoping you'd agree
"Do you want to come over?” your voice seems so small “... I've missed you”
"I'll be there in 20 minutes” I can't help but smile, my heart pounding.
What is missing shall once again return.
~owari~