Forbidden
Chapter 1/?
Pairing: mentioned TetsuxMana
Rating: NC-17
Genre: drama
Warnings: non-con, human trafficking,
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not make any profit from this.
Author's note: I'm not entirely sure about this fic... It came to me in some odd bout of inspiration but I don't know where it's heading or how long it will be. Bear with me! Comments and feedback is very appreciated!
He forced the tears back, no matter how shameful or painful it is he will not let himself cry; he could only imagine the satisfaction of his Master if he would see the tears. The man had made sure he would always look his best in custom-made outfits, received nourishing food and the best of care, Tetsu had to make sure his dolls were in perfect condition even though they were not seen as humans or something of great value. They were his and he could do whatever he pleased with them. The doll could do naught but stay quiet and endure the painful intercourse.
"You - pick it up” Tetsu pointed at one of the dolls.
Tetsu had always loved to show off his possessions, this included his slaves. The slaves were hand-picked and always beautiful, entitled dolls; they were not looked upon as humans but mere things. No identity, no will, nothing.
He could only nod and do what he was told - he walked over to the thrown magazine and bent down to pick it up, offering the gentlemen a nice view up his too short skirt. Some drunken laughter was heard from the sofa behind him and he couldn't stop the blush of anger and shame. Calming himself down he turned to the sofa with the magazine, hoping his Master had no intention of showing him off more in front of his friends.
"Thank you, ms..?” a gentleman smiled and accepted the magazine
"Don't bother, it's just a doll” the man sitting to his right snorted, waving the servant off.
The man with the piercing eyes approached him slowly and placed his hand gently against his cheek, turning the bowed head towards him
"Even a doll needs a name”
Tetsu laughed at the words softly uttered from plush lips
"Have you taken a liking to this one?” his Master made a gesture towards him "It's a beautiful doll, but a doll nonetheless”
His Master's weight on him made him feel sick, the smell of his sweat choking him. He wanted to hurt the man thrusting harshly into him, but could do nothing. Disobeying would only lead to a beating or even being thrown out of the mansion. No matter how much he wanted to run away from the life as one of Tetsu's dolls he knew it was close to impossible. Ever since he had been taken away as a child he has been without a thing - no family, friends, possessions, rights.
Not even a name.
"If it is a mere doll, are you willing to give it to me?” he met his friend's eyes calmly.
Tetsu thought a minute in silence before smiling
"Gackt, my friend, this doll now belongs to you”
The gentleman circled him, watching him intently.
"I think I'll call my doll Mana”
"Are you sure you want this one? You can try it out first before you decide”
"Try it out?” Gackt raised a questioning eyebrow
"Escort him to the relaxing room and take good care of him” Tetsu ordered Mana, who simply nodded before leading the way “you will not be disappointed”
He lead the man to the wing chair and gestured for him to sit down. It had been years since he had uttered other words than 'yes sir, and 'no, sir' though it was very seldom, there had been no need.
"Do you want something to drink, sir?” Mana's voice sounded surprisingly dark, even to himself
"A glass of scotch” the brown haired gentleman smiled warmly.
The long black hair fell into his face as he nodded. He quickly prepared the drink and handed it to the gentleman, obediently bowing his head. Sitting down on the floor next to Gackt's feet, he unconsciously straightened out the wrinkles of his skirt.
"Do you want anything else, sir?” Mana spoke quietly.
Gackt took a sip of the drink before replying
"Come, sit in my lap”
He desperately wanted to run away from the room, away from the mansion and the people within it. Tetsu had removed all of his clothing, leaving him completely exposed to the lust filled eyes. When those hands were on him he wanted to scream, but bit his tongue and closed his eyes. The nightmare had to end sometime.
"I didn't know Tetsu kept male dolls” he let his hand rest on Mana's sock-clad leg “He only cares about aesthetic perfection”
The seconds ticked away as Gackt slowly drank his scotch and Mana felt more uncomfortable as time passed, sitting completely still in the lap of his new owner. The man obviously knew about him being a man dressed up as a doll and most probably about what Tetsu often did to him and make him do; it was obvious that the dolls wasn't kept only to do the cleaning and serving drinks. He wondered in what way the man wanted to 'try him out', Gackt seemed like a pretty nice man but one could never be sure. The only comforting thought was that at least he was more handsome than Tetsu and more charming too, the hand laying on his thigh was soft&warm.
Gackt had finished his glass when Mana spoke again
"Sir” he hesitated for a couple of seconds before continuing “is there anything I can do for you?”
"Tell me, do you want to go with me?”
Mana was baffled, no one had asked him what he wanted before
"I want to leave” he spoke very quietly
"Did Tetsu hurt you?”
His mind reeled, he couldn't think of the best way to reply. If he said yes, Gackt could either help him by taking him away or betray his trust by telling Tetsu about it - something that could get him badly abused or even killed. Why would the rich man with a nice smile think of him as something that mattered? Would Gackt take him home and treat him like a human being?
As if he could read his mind
"Don't be afraid” the dark voice sounded, comforting
"Yes, sir” Mana dared to look into the ice blue eyes
"I'm not like Tetsu”
At those words Mana could only nod
"I won't do those things to you”
Gackt's warm and kind smile was returned with a shy one.
"I think it's time to go home”
~To be Continued~
Pairing: mentioned TetsuxMana
Rating: NC-17
Genre: drama
Warnings: non-con, human trafficking,
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not make any profit from this.
Author's note: I'm not entirely sure about this fic... It came to me in some odd bout of inspiration but I don't know where it's heading or how long it will be. Bear with me! Comments and feedback is very appreciated!
He forced the tears back, no matter how shameful or painful it is he will not let himself cry; he could only imagine the satisfaction of his Master if he would see the tears. The man had made sure he would always look his best in custom-made outfits, received nourishing food and the best of care, Tetsu had to make sure his dolls were in perfect condition even though they were not seen as humans or something of great value. They were his and he could do whatever he pleased with them. The doll could do naught but stay quiet and endure the painful intercourse.
"You - pick it up” Tetsu pointed at one of the dolls.
Tetsu had always loved to show off his possessions, this included his slaves. The slaves were hand-picked and always beautiful, entitled dolls; they were not looked upon as humans but mere things. No identity, no will, nothing.
He could only nod and do what he was told - he walked over to the thrown magazine and bent down to pick it up, offering the gentlemen a nice view up his too short skirt. Some drunken laughter was heard from the sofa behind him and he couldn't stop the blush of anger and shame. Calming himself down he turned to the sofa with the magazine, hoping his Master had no intention of showing him off more in front of his friends.
"Thank you, ms..?” a gentleman smiled and accepted the magazine
"Don't bother, it's just a doll” the man sitting to his right snorted, waving the servant off.
The man with the piercing eyes approached him slowly and placed his hand gently against his cheek, turning the bowed head towards him
"Even a doll needs a name”
Tetsu laughed at the words softly uttered from plush lips
"Have you taken a liking to this one?” his Master made a gesture towards him "It's a beautiful doll, but a doll nonetheless”
His Master's weight on him made him feel sick, the smell of his sweat choking him. He wanted to hurt the man thrusting harshly into him, but could do nothing. Disobeying would only lead to a beating or even being thrown out of the mansion. No matter how much he wanted to run away from the life as one of Tetsu's dolls he knew it was close to impossible. Ever since he had been taken away as a child he has been without a thing - no family, friends, possessions, rights.
Not even a name.
"If it is a mere doll, are you willing to give it to me?” he met his friend's eyes calmly.
Tetsu thought a minute in silence before smiling
"Gackt, my friend, this doll now belongs to you”
The gentleman circled him, watching him intently.
"I think I'll call my doll Mana”
"Are you sure you want this one? You can try it out first before you decide”
"Try it out?” Gackt raised a questioning eyebrow
"Escort him to the relaxing room and take good care of him” Tetsu ordered Mana, who simply nodded before leading the way “you will not be disappointed”
He lead the man to the wing chair and gestured for him to sit down. It had been years since he had uttered other words than 'yes sir, and 'no, sir' though it was very seldom, there had been no need.
"Do you want something to drink, sir?” Mana's voice sounded surprisingly dark, even to himself
"A glass of scotch” the brown haired gentleman smiled warmly.
The long black hair fell into his face as he nodded. He quickly prepared the drink and handed it to the gentleman, obediently bowing his head. Sitting down on the floor next to Gackt's feet, he unconsciously straightened out the wrinkles of his skirt.
"Do you want anything else, sir?” Mana spoke quietly.
Gackt took a sip of the drink before replying
"Come, sit in my lap”
He desperately wanted to run away from the room, away from the mansion and the people within it. Tetsu had removed all of his clothing, leaving him completely exposed to the lust filled eyes. When those hands were on him he wanted to scream, but bit his tongue and closed his eyes. The nightmare had to end sometime.
"I didn't know Tetsu kept male dolls” he let his hand rest on Mana's sock-clad leg “He only cares about aesthetic perfection”
The seconds ticked away as Gackt slowly drank his scotch and Mana felt more uncomfortable as time passed, sitting completely still in the lap of his new owner. The man obviously knew about him being a man dressed up as a doll and most probably about what Tetsu often did to him and make him do; it was obvious that the dolls wasn't kept only to do the cleaning and serving drinks. He wondered in what way the man wanted to 'try him out', Gackt seemed like a pretty nice man but one could never be sure. The only comforting thought was that at least he was more handsome than Tetsu and more charming too, the hand laying on his thigh was soft&warm.
Gackt had finished his glass when Mana spoke again
"Sir” he hesitated for a couple of seconds before continuing “is there anything I can do for you?”
"Tell me, do you want to go with me?”
Mana was baffled, no one had asked him what he wanted before
"I want to leave” he spoke very quietly
"Did Tetsu hurt you?”
His mind reeled, he couldn't think of the best way to reply. If he said yes, Gackt could either help him by taking him away or betray his trust by telling Tetsu about it - something that could get him badly abused or even killed. Why would the rich man with a nice smile think of him as something that mattered? Would Gackt take him home and treat him like a human being?
As if he could read his mind
"Don't be afraid” the dark voice sounded, comforting
"Yes, sir” Mana dared to look into the ice blue eyes
"I'm not like Tetsu”
At those words Mana could only nod
"I won't do those things to you”
Gackt's warm and kind smile was returned with a shy one.
"I think it's time to go home”
~To be Continued~