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[newyorkcanwait]

Our Society Is Really Screwed Up

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HEATHER VANDENBRUL, CALL ME.

[livin_forgiven]

Heather, I am so so so worried about you. I wish more than anything that I could be back in AZ and hang out with you and Ann like it used to be before all of us college kids and Ashlie left. What happened to St. Barnabas? You used to love it, right? And gosh, don't you EVER think of hurting yourself like Andrew did...that's why I was crying on the phone by the way. God loves you, and that's all that matters. Let me know anything I can do to help. I love and miss you so much!

CALL ME.

Re: HEATHER VANDENBRUL, CALL ME.

[newyorkcanwait]

im anti-phones. ill live dont worry, i wouldnt hurt myself cuz im sick of watching the few people that i care about hurt, trust me i know what its like to greive, i cant let u & people go thru that again. i can love//believe in god without going to church. things got really screwed up on the mission trip.. nobody has ever hurt me or my family more than a nameless person did on that trip. i cant even look at them anymore. most of the people their i hypocrites. im sick of it. im fine. ill get over things. dont worry about me. you have better things to worry about, dont waste your time on me. i'll be fine.

Re: HEATHER VANDENBRUL, CALL ME.

[livin_forgiven]

oh heather, I really don't have better things to worry about. I'm glad to hear you're doing better though, and I can't wait to be home and at the St. B's Christmas Eve service - maybe things will be like they used to! Keep your spirits up and I will see you in less than a month! (this is Kelly btw, I just don't feel like logging-in)