I cant pretend-I need to defend some part of me from you
I've decided to move back to Salt Lake City.
I was driving down 101 last night around 11:30 and I had this undeniable feeling that I just dont belong here. Everywhere I looked, I just felt out of place. But in Salt Lake, everything comes together, everyone looks familiar, and I feel at home. I know its good to go somewhere new and experience new surroundings, but San Diego isn't new to me. I grew up here. I've experienced it. And I'm not impressed.
So I'm working on getting a second job and just working. No more social life. Just working my ass off. So hopefully when April/May rolls around, I'll be good to go. I already have two willing roommates out there. Plus, the prices for living out here are fucking ridiculous. I cant afford that. And living with my parents can only go so far.
Plus I'm putting off Europe until I graduate college. That way, its free. My parents said that after I graduate, that would be my present from them. So, thats the new plan.
All the people I truly care about live so far away. I miss them.
I was driving down 101 last night around 11:30 and I had this undeniable feeling that I just dont belong here. Everywhere I looked, I just felt out of place. But in Salt Lake, everything comes together, everyone looks familiar, and I feel at home. I know its good to go somewhere new and experience new surroundings, but San Diego isn't new to me. I grew up here. I've experienced it. And I'm not impressed.
So I'm working on getting a second job and just working. No more social life. Just working my ass off. So hopefully when April/May rolls around, I'll be good to go. I already have two willing roommates out there. Plus, the prices for living out here are fucking ridiculous. I cant afford that. And living with my parents can only go so far.
Plus I'm putting off Europe until I graduate college. That way, its free. My parents said that after I graduate, that would be my present from them. So, thats the new plan.
All the people I truly care about live so far away. I miss them.