I'm sick of spending these lonely nights, dreaming myself not to care.
The subway is a porno.
Work was alright today. I am completely broke. Well, beyond broke. I owe the bank 60 bucks. I dont know what the fuck I've been doing, but apparently its cost a lot. I get paid this friday but I wont be here to pick up my paycheck. So by the time I have the money to pay the bank, I'll probably owe around 200 dollars. Amazing.
I'm going to Utah for a few days. Its gonna be nice to get away.
I feel like I'm going insane. My mind works in crazy ways. I dont think I think or feel like a normal person would, or should. Whatever that means. I'm just odd. Last night I was freaking out. I was starting to scare my friends. They've never seen me like that before. I'm screwing up. Bad.
But the weird thing is. I've never felt like I was making as much progress as I am now. I feel like as much as my life and I suck right now, this is right where I'm supposed to be. Just being me. So, fuck what everyone else thinks. I'm ok.
Work was alright today. I am completely broke. Well, beyond broke. I owe the bank 60 bucks. I dont know what the fuck I've been doing, but apparently its cost a lot. I get paid this friday but I wont be here to pick up my paycheck. So by the time I have the money to pay the bank, I'll probably owe around 200 dollars. Amazing.
I'm going to Utah for a few days. Its gonna be nice to get away.
I feel like I'm going insane. My mind works in crazy ways. I dont think I think or feel like a normal person would, or should. Whatever that means. I'm just odd. Last night I was freaking out. I was starting to scare my friends. They've never seen me like that before. I'm screwing up. Bad.
But the weird thing is. I've never felt like I was making as much progress as I am now. I feel like as much as my life and I suck right now, this is right where I'm supposed to be. Just being me. So, fuck what everyone else thinks. I'm ok.