May 22, 2004 22:24
Bella said that you know that I'm at my grandparents when I update like 13 times a day. Its true. I have ADD. But its not like anyone other than Bella and K really read this. So anyway....
Yea for me, I took another step. Edmond band boy called twice, and left messages, so I called him back today. He's older than I am, but just to get to know him. And maybe his band is really good. Who knows? What do I have to lose?
So, almost nineteen. So excited. But its not the same, like when you are little, and you count down the days and what not. Its just like, yea, my birthday is coming, hmm, what's for dinner? Maybe that's just me though.
This is my piece for the evening. People are so hard to understand. They are so willing to fuck people over, but once they get a taste of their own medicine, the world has come to an end. And everyone does it. Not just a few select people. But the thing is, most people learn to take it like mature people. Some people don't. And it always seems like you are able to find those people who don't take it maturely. Then you have to ask yourself if they are worth your time. Really. Are the people you consider friends worth your time. If you have to pause and think and analyze that simple question, then maybe they are not as much of a friend as you have thought. Sometimes you discover more to people and discover they are not people you want to have anything to do with. I apparently have an unrealistic sense of friendship to some, but in general, it makes sense to me. It seems pretty simple to me. But whatever.