I'M SORRY & I LOVE YOU
i'm sitting here with my heart pounding & with tears in my eyes. you say i love you but i dunno if thats true. so many people have fucked with my head that when you say something i can't understand. i mean by that, i understand what you're saying...but i dunno. i just need you to look @ me in the eyes & say Kris i love you. otherwise i'm left konfused & longing for you. everything that's happened these past couple of months have made me realize so much but left me konfused @ the same time. i don't want you to apologize for shit cuz i'm the one that needs & wants to. i'm sorry for hurting you. i'm sorry for fucking us up. i'm so sorry & i want you to understans how much you mean to me. truth is i can't explain in words whether writing and/or saying them about how much you mean to me. all i can say is i'm sorry & I LOVE YOU more than you'll ever know b/c everything wrong that has happened between us was MY FAULT. i wanna be there for you through thick & thin & everything else in between. i wanna hold you forever. i wanna love you forever. i wanna complete you like how you do me. please please forgive me & tell me what you're saying is true cuz I LOVE YOU more than life itself cuz you are my life too. i dont wanna make you cry, i wanna make you smile. i dont wanna make you sad, i wanna make you happy. i wanna show you love & not heartbreak. please tell me what i need to hear cuz i'm dying here .:without you:. i love you <3kri$tin