Oct 22, 2006 08:12
today 167 it just sucks, I might be 166 by saturday and Ill go home then and gain more weight. I was 166 by friday last week, now is thrusday thats means that Im not loosing any this week only recovering of las weekend
Ok to here I get, no more faliure from now on, I wont eat like crazy anymore, Ill do my excersice, no more only this or just a bit. I had already DECIDE. If I have to live this life I will make everything in my power to make it happy, and I know it will be happy when I get thin. It wont be hard because what is difficult is to decide and I already did it. all I have to remember is I DECIDED.