Dec 05, 2005 00:47
its disgusting how much my soul mate song screams to her.
Oh can't you see it baby? You've got me going crazy.
Wherever You go. whatever you do. I will be right here waiting for you. whatever it takes or how my heart breaks. I will be right here waiting for you.
waiting for you.
and though you're not oceans away from me yet, i'm still waiting for you. waiting for you to come around and realize the love tha ti have for you is genuine. that i gave so much of myself to you. that your lips stir so much in my heart. the only ones to stir much of anything.
did you forget about the fireworks we had? the fireworks in the sky, with our first kiss? did you forget about our first intimate moments? when your naked body touched mine? did you forget how it felt to lose yourself in a sea of love? did you forget the look in my eyes as you made love to me? did you forget how i wrapped you in my arms when you were cold? did you forget how our eyes nervously met? did you forget all the texts? did you forget the flowers, the pain, and that night spent in teh cold? did you forget how you first told me you loved me? did you forget that night in drea's chair? did you forget all the memories made in the sunshine? did you forget how close i held you when you told me your secrets? did you forget how i held you as your tears fell? did you forget how our hearts were beating so quickly? did you forget how much i really care?
tell me, did you forget? ....how could you? you're permanently pressed on my soul. and i'm permanently pressed on yours. dont try to escape it through another's lips. we've tried that so many times before. only to lie to ourselves in the process.
even as i kissed HER lips,you ran through my mind. you're always there. as much as i try and convince myself that you're not.
so let's stop lying to each other. and make the most of our moments together. fill ourselves in our sorrows. fill ourselves in our love. fill ourselves in everything that feels good.
let's take a picture now, i don't want to forget...
because i'm still praying you haven't.
erika c/s