(no subject)

Dec 04, 2005 02:21

where i am?

I'm drunk and this liquor flows through my veins like blood. It runs through the beating of my chest.

I have a hickey and i'm not sure where it came from. but i'm sure who i'd like it to be from..and she's so far away.

seems o out of context...a stranger with a doorkey explaining that im just visiting..

I AM FINALLY SEEING I WAS THE ONE WORTH LEAVING.

if only i could explain those last lines. i'd explain so much. if only i could find my worth, i'd learn so much. grow so much. like a plant and sunlight.

i'd love you till the shades were drawn on the afternoon and as the moon came into bloom i'd hold you till the sun came up again and then i'd tell you you're my best friend. the one i can always run to. whenever my world is crumbling in two. did you know that i had a dream and i wished that you would seeem and fill the void in my heart and now you are 771.92 miles apart from eveyrhting i know and all i see is..

I WAS THE ONE WORTH LEAVING.
maybe that's why you left.because you saw that too.

will your blood ever stop pumping through my FUCKING VEINS?!?!?!?!??!
fuck.
erika c/s
Previous post Next post
Up