so poor

Jun 17, 2004 14:59

My head hurts, I just got done with work, for the first time in years, I actually want my period. My good I am so bloated, and it hurts down there!
I am so incredibly poor. I don't even have money for food til wednesday, and then i have to buy REAL cheap shit just to make it, cause rent will be due soon. Yeah, if i had money i wouldn't need or want food... I'm fucking hungry!
Fuck our economy and all the lies that it's getting better. Bullshit. So what it's not 2.00 a gallon for gas.. it is still to high, and there are no jobs. Cause i need money,
Doctors said that i can't work another job, I am wearing myself out with the clinic, but they don't have my bills. besides if they want me well, i have to eat. can't eat with what i have.. so yeah..
Yeah, wendy is coming tomorrow and she wants to take me to dinner, I'll look really fucking anorexic, I'll eat like a pig, cause i am so hungry!
Shannon is gonna die when she see's my pantry, has nothing the fridge has nothing, umm she thought it was bad when she was here last time, I had food then.. OYE!

Going to bed to sleep, and dream of food. Heating pad wheres my heating pad... I get back cramps, and WTF i don't even have it yet...
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