Sep 29, 2002 22:09
It has come to my mind that eventually 50 - 80 % of the "hardcore" ebonykeep-members either "dislike" me or just absolutely "ignore" me. I mean, when i post a message i never get a response by one of them, only maybe by one of the younger members (young in terms of how long they've been EK members, of course). Now, i REALLY don't blame anyone, ever since kegie read my journal and maybe all that is only a result. Although it's a bit...well, you know, it's a bit dull posting on a messageboard when you're gettin the feeling that people would be much better off without you. (ah, i hear a voice from the audience "...yes, we don't need you"... Hey! You there in the third row! I heard you!! Well, it might be because i don't post a lot, too. Or maybe because i'm not too outstanding with posting productive stuff in the art-section. Again, i don't blame anyone, but i really wanna know. Who knows, maybe i'm justboring as hell and it's nowhere near a personal thing.