Well it happened. I broke down in front of my brother. I have been so overwhelmed with everything and it finally came to light that I am, well wasn't, looking after myself. Since talking with my brother and my mum encouraging me to seek help, I have slowly been doing better. Work still gets me down a lot. I've been having problems there lately regarding my work. I had a disciplinary meeting with my bosses and it may look like I may have another concerning another issue.
I want to leave but I don't know how and I am afraid that if I do leave I will make a big mistake then ultimately regret it.
I have a doctor's appointment in a couple of weeks and I will ask her for counselling, and I am hoping through counselling they can help me regarding my work problems.
I just need to stop thinking so negatively, it's difficult but I am determined to try. It's comforting I have my family backing me.
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