Oct 25, 2005 23:48
I spoke to kat earlier after getting so annoyed with her pathetic ignoring scheme...
me : how long do you intend on ignoring me?
kat:um by answerin that contredics ne answer i cud giv
Kat : how long u gona ignor me?
me :you're the one thats been ignoring me and making me feel so small that i didnt feel like i cud talk to anyone at college that was around you.
ok what i said was maybe harsh. but i dont take it back,if you cant stand honesty then...
Kat:it wasnt wat u said its how u acted, how u been actin! u been funny 4 a while n im sick of feelin like shit cuz uv decided 2 b funni wit me
me: sorry ive not been kissing your ass.
but ive had to put up with your continuous moaning about how shit your life is and you dont even know the meaning of the word, your a very selfish and self indulgent person and you only think about yourself, you never return the favour when one of your friends need you.
kat:yes i fuckin deo! u obviosly r blind! ffs i care bout ev i was there 4 u wen ur dad was ill! i was there 4 skezz last week im the reason he didnt go off n do somin stupid! u fuckin think ur life is shit ur self n always moan bout it! oh im sorry i was upset that the 1 person i love more than ne thing n who loves me went mnissin! wat am i not aloud 2 av emotions???
kat :n its ur prob if u dont wanna talk 2 ne 1! n in future dont ask if i been bitchin bout u! cuz um unlike u i dont
me:my dad is still ill and will remain ill.
everyone was there for nathan aswell as tamsin.
i dont always moan about it,as i know itll get better, i'm not the stereotype of a fat loner girl thank you.
and dave doesnt love you he doesnt even find you attractive hes probly using u for a shag and hes definately getting that.
kat :fuck u rach
kat: just cuz u av trust isues n cant deal with the idea o bein loved dont mean ev else has 2 b like u!
me:no thanks kat you probably have diseases.french ones.
kat:just fuckin grow up
me: i have thank you. i can't help being short.
not many people seem to understand any of this, but john who is also a really good friend of mine aswell as kat agrees with all i say when it comes to kat and as i will now be a complete loner at college hes gonna keep me company :)
John says:
i still love you, i think its fucked up that kat still oves him after what he did, i even told her what i think but she doesn't beleive i would say that
john says:
cause i don't give a shit what kat says, i'm loyal to my friends, and she ain't being a good friend, you are and always have been from day one
grr i wanna kick kat in the shins and make her bleed, then steal her false teeth!
g;nite x