Oct 18, 2005 15:48
i'm at college and today has been super lonely.
not many people have been talking to me.
kat is still ignoring me which is highly pathetic of her, we're not in primary school ffs!
Nick my film lecturer has helped me with my presentation so hopefully ill be able to write most of it by friday.
and tracey didnt seem all that bothered that i havent written her essay yet, but i will, at some point.
and i cant write sallys yet has i havent even been able to read most of the fucking book yet, if we actually did a book i could read without falling asleep i would of read the book by now.
fucking wuthering heights.
i was going over adams tomorrow, but as i did yesterday i dont know whether i should.
as i need time to do some work and as i'm staying leons tomorrow, i think i might aswell cancel the seeing adam til another time, i'm sure he won't mind his gf seems to get abit jealous that i live so close to him, in comparison to her who lives in london,tbh i know they love eachother and stuff but i doubt it will last due to the distance factor,and schizz.
I just feel like having another go at katrina for not talking to me and for being so fucking pathetic but then again she might turn and turn everyone against me,hardly anyone has talked to me today anyways as they were with her and not me, it's just like it used to be at school and i dont particularly like it,
why do people get so shitty because someone voices an opinion they dont particularly like?
the world is a harsh place GET OVER IT!
Niuccis on the computer next to me emailing her boyfriend at uni, he's in east anglia and he was gonna pay for her to go up next week but her mums not letting her go so shes abit upset about that, dear of her.
why does love exist it only fucking hurts you in the end doesn't it?
grrrrrr!!
Right i'm gonna shut up now before i witter on anymore.