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"stephanie, can i just stay?"
he was tracing circles on my hip bone it was already 6am. i was sprawled on the couch beneath him. & my defenses were wearing down.
"uh no"
"well you don't have to be mean about it."
"im not mean mister." i whisper
"oh you are right. You are just pathethically award when it comes affection or sincereity"
An then i laugh. I laugh an hid my head under a pillow
"Omg go away. Pathethically akaward my ass"
"you are. Your just lucky your so cute doing it... Are you not use to anybody showing you any kind of affection? How can you be almost 26."
"well i dont really like people.. An you are not getting up"
"Ok so you don't like people,commitment,feelings,profound statements of interest, not being in control. Letting people in.keeping dates. Any male offering you help. Me telling you. You are gorgeous."
Ok thank you for listing my issues. Go home now. I giggle.
"you are sooo cute. Id like to meet the man that hurt you so bad.
"you just don't know me well enough & s.t.f.u."
Are you going to kiss me good night?
"uh no"
"you do realize thats what people do when they like each other."
Oh is that what these kids are doing now a days? Totally missed that memo.
He smiles. Do u want me to show you? Maybe you've just never had anybody be nice to you. You are so hot though. So it doesn't make sense.
He scoops me up an kisses my neck.
See..kissing stephanie.
"Layla save me this boy thinks he can teach me about kissing an not standing him up. Attack mode"
"you are hilarious"
"what if im not good @ it?" i ask matter of fact
"i doubt that.. So are you going to tell me how much you like me before i leave.."
Uhh is this what kids are also doing.?
Mmhmm stephanie.he's playing with my hair.
Well what if im not good @ that either & the way i express my interest is by playing thumb war?
"Oh my god. You are so sexy an hilarious."
Whatever. Ill win. Are you skurred?
He grabs my hand an says 1234 i declare thumb war.
<3
he was tracing circles on my hip bone it was already 6am. i was sprawled on the couch beneath him. & my defenses were wearing down.
"uh no"
"well you don't have to be mean about it."
"im not mean mister." i whisper
"oh you are right. You are just pathethically award when it comes affection or sincereity"
An then i laugh. I laugh an hid my head under a pillow
"Omg go away. Pathethically akaward my ass"
"you are. Your just lucky your so cute doing it... Are you not use to anybody showing you any kind of affection? How can you be almost 26."
"well i dont really like people.. An you are not getting up"
"Ok so you don't like people,commitment,feelings,profound statements of interest, not being in control. Letting people in.keeping dates. Any male offering you help. Me telling you. You are gorgeous."
Ok thank you for listing my issues. Go home now. I giggle.
"you are sooo cute. Id like to meet the man that hurt you so bad.
"you just don't know me well enough & s.t.f.u."
Are you going to kiss me good night?
"uh no"
"you do realize thats what people do when they like each other."
Oh is that what these kids are doing now a days? Totally missed that memo.
He smiles. Do u want me to show you? Maybe you've just never had anybody be nice to you. You are so hot though. So it doesn't make sense.
He scoops me up an kisses my neck.
See..kissing stephanie.
"Layla save me this boy thinks he can teach me about kissing an not standing him up. Attack mode"
"you are hilarious"
"what if im not good @ it?" i ask matter of fact
"i doubt that.. So are you going to tell me how much you like me before i leave.."
Uhh is this what kids are also doing.?
Mmhmm stephanie.he's playing with my hair.
Well what if im not good @ that either & the way i express my interest is by playing thumb war?
"Oh my god. You are so sexy an hilarious."
Whatever. Ill win. Are you skurred?
He grabs my hand an says 1234 i declare thumb war.
<3