Jul 20, 2004 01:00
damn dude thats all I can say
Right now I miss audra. More than I really knew actully, like I don't know I knew it sucked not seeing her anymore an all but than Iwrote a comment to her. That so made me relize an see how much I fucken miss her. Not just her though all my old buddies even EVE dude cuz well eve is fucken hot. I miss all of those guys I can't even remember all there names its been so long. All I know is
I want to goto a punk show with all of them, including audra an get royaly wasted an just enjoy how much we all are emo. Seriously right now I feel like FUCK PLUR. The fucken rave drama is so insane. You would never belive how fucken hatefull the rave scene is under the covers unless you threw parties. Than I gurentee you would hate it. Unless you roll ballz all the time cuz serioiusly it is a fucken fake ass happy I can't deal with right now. I can't deal with thorwing these awsome parties with shaddy ppl and loseing like 3k I can't. I can't deal with people judging me on well my rave goes off. I can't deal with all of the fucken drama an bullshit with shaddy promoters an djs that won't show up on time for there fucken set. Worst is dj's that ask for outragious payments for a fucken small party where is the rave love. Enough of that enough of raveing everyweekend pplz lets go out lets get trashed lets goto a punk show. Lets just chill at someones house an get faced, but if i see one fucken beaded braclet I will fucken GO OFF! Not really I like alot of my raver beads they have good memories of sick ppl. Ok man comment if your down to chill an just have fun, not nessicarly get wasted cuz to be honest alcohle tastes like way much ass. I prolly wouldn't even drink but hey I tlak big lol. Just movies something movie nights with all of you leave your numbers dawgs an names I may just have lots them. Just leave something leave a comment. I want us all to have fun mebbe this wekend or week if possible. O in other news my firned monica flaked agin on comeing to visit me from texas. This is the 3rd time.. Wow I feel awsome. I hope to see all your smileing faces soon. Sorry about my ignorence in the past. I will still proll goto a rave now an than just to see my other group of frineds but dude it seems like its just a faze I go through now an than, the dumb fucken "I'm a raver" faze. Fuck that shit. O an some asshole who claimed to be my best frined told my mom I sold drugs. Wow some frined. FUCKERS. anyway in summary
1:need to have a gillman night with all the old ppl,or Imusicast night
2:need to have long talks with audra on phone agin an get shitty with her
3:need to rave less it causes stree like WHOA
4:Love an miss you all plz reply to this plzzzz