I am really thinking this is geting old. Friends promise to come chill, they are gonna come party you found a spot or even just a random day. They should chill with you right? Well aprently either I am a really shitty friend or there just not really my friends. I don't know what to think of this shit anymore really. I always get my hopes up an than ( Read more... )

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vanessa if your lookin for the enteries they start about 4 lower ( Read more... )

hi agin Vanessa if your reading this the first entry I wrote is down write above the one about you from months ago it is from earlier today ( Read more... )

Your EQ is

14050 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick ( Read more... )

O man my life has been so wierd lately. Only those of you out there who knew me in person would know I had a HUGE lieing problem. Well I with the help of Vanessa kicked it about a month ago now completly, and a few other of my bad habbits. That was a big thing but I am still left with so much pain, I am currently waiting for the councler from the ( Read more... )

I met a girl. Ok thats never news for me I go through chicks like TP yes I know, its tim its expected, but no this is def diffrent. It's wierd I've only felt this way about 2 other girls befor its this special feeling it doesn't come along very often an I love it, it intoxicates me as does she. It's amazing we have been seeing eachother for err 3 ( Read more... )

So this thing is for a class, got it guys? So I gots to keet dis thing somewhat clean but still somehow explain the goings on of my last 2 weeks in deatial. Like what have I learned? or who have I hung with or what has gone on? Obviously I can't write in everything I'd prolly goto jail or at least the outter rings of hell. So I'll put in as most as ( Read more... )

So girls have been geting me down lately. I have had dates an they have all gone bust if the date even did show up. I found 2 girls who I like a nice amount. One of them I kinda did go on a date on but nothing happend and it didn't seem possible for it to go anyplace so I never called her after an have talked to her online like 2 times. The other ( Read more... )

I went out with a cute girl this week on wedsday:-p we saw colatiral an made merry twas fun.. anoyyed my frined at work at the food stand near there..we were at the METREON she left. I stayed we made more merry an I went to john's. An on the way or a lil befor it all camr crashing down for a bit. It wasn't like how it used to be where everything ( Read more... )