Jan 03, 2004 15:37
Man I just added some pictures to my journal! The one of me when I was three in my superman pajamas yeah that picture is awesome! And this is all thinks to one person! Winters who is the coolest for letting me use his scanner. Man I feel really good lately. I haven't had to spend that much time around my parentals so I think thats why, man they stress me out.....uuuugggghhh!! Just thinking about them makes me want to hit something! Man I can't wait till I'm 18 I want to move out so bad. As of now I really don't have any where to go but its gotten to the point where I don't even care, I seriously don't care if i sleep on the streets all I know is that i can't live with my parents. That in it-self kinda bothers me though cause I've always thought that u were suppose to love your parents, but I seriously don't love mine. That kinda scares me to though because my whole life I don't think I've ever really loved anyone except my brother and my closest friends. My friend Justin pointed this out to me the other day after he spent the night at my house. Before that day he said he didn't really believe all the stuff that I said about my parents, but while we were getting ready to go to sleep we had a conversation about girls well actully one paticular girl but thats not the point. We sat and talked and hes like probably one of my best friends and somehow we got to the fact that I don't think I've really ever loved any one other those select few. And it got me to thinking and I probably think about stuff to much cause I do it a lot and I might over think stuff but it just really scared me.