.Contemplation. Period.
So Im sitting here at work contemplating my life and where I want my future to go. Realizing that most of my friends have either graduated or dropped out. I went to college for over a yr then took a break. There are just so many choices and thus far I havent made the apropriate ones yet. I wouldnt place myself in the drop out category though. I know im going back. I just wanted time out to relax and really realize what I need to do with life.
I've come to the conclusion that I dont have a mommy and daddy to pay for things and I lost my scholarship so im going to have to work really hard to be where I want. That comes to the next dilema... I have a job but I only make $8/hr which is only $320 in gross a week. That doesn't cut it. Therefor I went to The Vu' last night and applied to be a waitress. I had alittle meet and greet with the owner and he agreed that if there was room on the schedule for next week I would start.
Now many people would say that the job is degrading but im not dancing and I am fully covered. I am not one to judge someone on what they do in life, it is their life therefore their choices. I just need money for college and you can make awsome tips...With that and the job now I should be able to do pretty well.
Anywho I plan on finishing school and then starting my real life. I know I can do it bc I have the motivation my only setback is the means to do it so hopefully this job works out.
Anywho Im back to work now. ♥ LOve You ♥
I've come to the conclusion that I dont have a mommy and daddy to pay for things and I lost my scholarship so im going to have to work really hard to be where I want. That comes to the next dilema... I have a job but I only make $8/hr which is only $320 in gross a week. That doesn't cut it. Therefor I went to The Vu' last night and applied to be a waitress. I had alittle meet and greet with the owner and he agreed that if there was room on the schedule for next week I would start.
Now many people would say that the job is degrading but im not dancing and I am fully covered. I am not one to judge someone on what they do in life, it is their life therefore their choices. I just need money for college and you can make awsome tips...With that and the job now I should be able to do pretty well.
Anywho I plan on finishing school and then starting my real life. I know I can do it bc I have the motivation my only setback is the means to do it so hopefully this job works out.
Anywho Im back to work now. ♥ LOve You ♥