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the night ended with 2 pairs of swollen eyes, and 2 mended hearts. i'm sory for crying, and not being truthful about alot of things, i dont want you to think that this isnt what i want more than anything, because that couldnt be any farther from the truth. its all i want. i felt very alone and incomplete the past 2 months, and now, i dont feel an empty anymore. you are my heart now and forever.
lenny came over tonight. i worked until 7, then took a shower and he was at the door around 7:30. we watched nightmare before christmas and hook. we talked, about alot of things, and i cried, and i love him with everything i have. tomorrow will be akward but fun-ish. lenny and i are in the same group so that's fun. i'm just hoping that i dont turn ugly shades of green tomorrow when i see haley with lenny. why should i be jealous? i shouldnt, but that's how i am.
lenny came over tonight. i worked until 7, then took a shower and he was at the door around 7:30. we watched nightmare before christmas and hook. we talked, about alot of things, and i cried, and i love him with everything i have. tomorrow will be akward but fun-ish. lenny and i are in the same group so that's fun. i'm just hoping that i dont turn ugly shades of green tomorrow when i see haley with lenny. why should i be jealous? i shouldnt, but that's how i am.