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[neverguessed]

wow. men and women are really different. It's so strange just the way wwe experience things, and how we engage with symbols and cultural norms. I was just in the car with this guy who i think is pretty cool. But it's just .. wow. When I hear someone saying something, and it's not like, I'm not even trying to say what guys say isn't valid. It's just that it's different when you are coming from a womens perspective. I guess. It's interesting to have an oppertunity to think about just how much women re responsible for. And really how much men are responsible for without even thinking about it.

Oh well.

I guess what I'm really trying to say is that I feel uncomfortable talking about how I experience things as a women, ( or rather, I know that I experience things in certian ways because I"m a woman) when I'm talking to a man, and when my opinion differs from his. Not even just uncomfortable but scared, and like if i say whats on my mind there will be an argument. Especially if it's a guy who I know , but don't know that well.

Which really leads to an idea of him feeling attacked by me stating the reality of my experience. Which is female.
that sucks.
and being female can be interchanged with about just about anything else I am..

woah.

P.s. I also really want to start making music. But i don't want to preform it.