Jan 24, 2005 22:36
So, I'm talking to Tyler online today, and he sends me this conversation that he and Brad were having where Brad was talking all about my "titties". Brad sent Tyler pictures of me from homecoming where they were looking at the way my "titties" looked in the pictures. (I had a dress on of course). Tyler was actually being respectful for once, but Brad...AHHH. He makes me so angry. People like that need to just die, or at least stop talking.
I read my horoscope in a magazine today, and i think it is true. It said that I need to slow down and take a break or else I will let down all of the people close to me. And what have i done twice in the last couple of days? I totally let Emily down, and that is worse than anyone else. It's not that she tries to make me feel bad for it, but I know that if she is upset, she really has a reason. I feel so terrible. I'm sorry Emily. I'm going to try to follow the horoscope.
We got our grades in the mail this weekend. I got straight A's and i was really proud of myself, then I saw that I was ranked 2/139. This shouldn't piss me off so much, because 1 is definitely attainable, but it really does. I was thinking about it all day and it'll probably keep me up tonight. It's not like I do that much work where I feel that I deserve to be number one, but i really want it. Then we got our PSAT scores back. Apparently I don't have very good writing skills. My math percentile was 17% higher than my writing skills one. Sorta makes me wonder what I've been learning grammar-wise the last few years. I hate school right now. I just want to take a bunch of art classes and stuff, but i can't. I have to waste my time taking keyboarding, foods, gym, econ...dumb stuff like that. All i really want to take is Calculus, art, and band. And i might not even fit band in.
I didn't really have a good day today. Sorry this is so dumb.