rachael was telling me how i need to go out and have funn
and i was like well i cant because i have to stay home and make sure that my house doesnt fall apart
and well im done
because i wanna go outa nd get high and ughhh
i want to go and have a life

another fight with dad
dad tells his friends
friends son comes to talk to me
i find out

i cut i take i think it was 8-9 advil at the end of the night
plus benadril and shit so i could fall asleep
i dont care anymore
FUCK THIS

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well for this second i love my daddy...
him and i dont really get along all that well most of the time
but i am always going to be a daddys girl
no matter how much he used to hit me and yell and scream at me i am always a daddys girl...
as much as he might go out and get drunk with his friends every night my mom goes to work i am still a daddys girll..
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ughh fuck this mother fucking shit ( Read more... )

alright well my new life starts right now ( Read more... )

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well i just too a shower and i just sat down a cried ...and cut but yeah thats different story
and this was all because me and my dad had a talk today
we talked about how bitchy the girls in my town were
because back a few years ago i told my dad that i had really wanted to move outa my town becuse i couldnt handle the bitchiness
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im fucking bored ( Read more... )