I'm tired of being looked at without being seen.
I am at school and I just found out I got a scholarship! YAY! I am here, I have a fever which is all a part of my EB. But that is not the only thing that is eating me.
I am frustrated. I have so much passion and enragement bottled up inside, from minutes - days - weeks - months.
I want to feel connected and deep not just superficial and on the surface. I want to feel emotion, skin, and passion.
I am tired, of not being loved - and looked at without being seen. I am tired of hiding and waiting for someone to find me.
I am full but empty. I am broken.
I am ready to heal, and to feel.
I am dying.
I am strong and useful.
But who can I use?