I've decited..

Mar 13, 2007 18:29

I'm finishing the year at starkweather, and then im gooi to az for the summer.
I can't fucking STAND it here.
i've done some bad shit lately..
Shit that i don't want to talk about.
School is going fine,
i actually have good grades.
I'm sick of alot of shit right now,
but im just suckin it up till i leave.
Ivy told me it's fuckin AWESOME down there.
No drama,
Lots of work,
No bullshit.
My kinda life.
who knows,
that might jus be my new home.
I'm not tellin anyone that im dippin out,
no one reads this anyways,
so it can keep a secret.
but i HAVE to get away,
I need time to put my mind back together.
[[xboboxixmissxyoux]]
^^ alot infact.
And i feel like SHIT for what i did. >.o
i acted like a fuckin 2 year old!
damn...
I need my space for a little bit.
My mind is running in circles,
but it's the safest place for me to hide now-days.
I've done lost my best friend.
Fuck something great up,
and jus...I don't even know how to explain it.
I really want someone to come and sweep me off my feet,
but i need time to myself,
you REALLY ment alot to me.
Infact, you still mean alot to me.
I'll never forget about you.
and if you never want to talk again,
i can understand why.
aubreys gunna be here in a bit. ^_^
i haven't chillen with his honkey ass in a while.
miss that lil fucker.
Ima miss alot of people when im gone,
but i jus have to do this.
I'll be back... ssssshit.
and there HAS to be a going away party.
a MUST
Probaly on my birthday. =)
cause pat was talkin about havein a pajamma-jam-jam in june,
and alot of us are cancers,
and my b-day is on a friday,
so... =)
I love everyone out at pats house,
they fuckin open the door and let my ass right the fuck in.
That's what i call FAMILY!....Bitch.
BLAHHHHH i need to go to the store.
I pierced my snake bites! ^_^
and my nipples.
=)
thhaaaannnkkkk yooooou great white! <3
-x-iloveithowyoutellmeidoitright-x-
but... im outie, his nonkey ass is almost here,
n ima clean up my room a bit.
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