Don't fall for me. I wont be there to pick you up.
People fall inlove everyday,
I don't ever want to fall inlove.
It's too much work,
to much hard ach.
I have my mind set on someone,
I really just need to start keeping to myself right now.
Im still sick of my life,
but i don't want to leave it.
my mom leaving is getting closer and closer...
i really need eric back.
I just don't feel right.
Brad, went his own way,
didn't even say by.
say good bye to the hearts you've broken.
i feel like im in a daze,
like im not even here.
eric just made me feel so fucking awesome.
he made me feel beautiful.
something worth keeping.
There's nothing left for me to lose.
I really just want to see him again.
see him smile.
I know i've said some shit,
like i never want to be with him again.
but who am i lying to.
myself. That's all.
And everyone else i've told that too.
He's everything i've ever wanted.
and i try to hard to get things back.
I really want to.
It's eating me on the inside.
Nothing right now is going right.
Christmas is coming up,
and i'm going to be in peices.
I want someone to share my hope with.
and he's the perfect person,
I just wish i can change things.
I really want him back.
I can't beleive i fucking left him.
I left a wonderful world.
I just wish he'd listen to me.
he's being stubborn,
yet.. so am i.
we need to slow down,
FUck, i need to get some sleep.
I'm sick of this shit.
Im sick of alot of shit,
im pissed right now,
and alot more than that.
This is way too much for me.
The last time i seen eric,
he wasn't that excited to see me.
it wasn't a very welcoming surprise with me there.
im sure he was a little bit happy tho,
i was crying over him that night.
I feel insane.
Eric fucking lindon..
I fucking love you.
I don't ever want to fall inlove.
It's too much work,
to much hard ach.
I have my mind set on someone,
I really just need to start keeping to myself right now.
Im still sick of my life,
but i don't want to leave it.
my mom leaving is getting closer and closer...
i really need eric back.
I just don't feel right.
Brad, went his own way,
didn't even say by.
say good bye to the hearts you've broken.
i feel like im in a daze,
like im not even here.
eric just made me feel so fucking awesome.
he made me feel beautiful.
something worth keeping.
There's nothing left for me to lose.
I really just want to see him again.
see him smile.
I know i've said some shit,
like i never want to be with him again.
but who am i lying to.
myself. That's all.
And everyone else i've told that too.
He's everything i've ever wanted.
and i try to hard to get things back.
I really want to.
It's eating me on the inside.
Nothing right now is going right.
Christmas is coming up,
and i'm going to be in peices.
I want someone to share my hope with.
and he's the perfect person,
I just wish i can change things.
I really want him back.
I can't beleive i fucking left him.
I left a wonderful world.
I just wish he'd listen to me.
he's being stubborn,
yet.. so am i.
we need to slow down,
FUck, i need to get some sleep.
I'm sick of this shit.
Im sick of alot of shit,
im pissed right now,
and alot more than that.
This is way too much for me.
The last time i seen eric,
he wasn't that excited to see me.
it wasn't a very welcoming surprise with me there.
im sure he was a little bit happy tho,
i was crying over him that night.
I feel insane.
Eric fucking lindon..
I fucking love you.