lips are quivering like a withering rose

[never_exhale_]

yeah so friday night...so much happened. don't really feel like going into detail, but i messed up. And now people are hurt and I feel bad. I hardly ever act solely on emotion, and maybe now i know why. That night was really wierd and i had a lot of fun, and felt a way i havent in a pretty long time and it was nicer than you know. we both knew

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[terminal_____37]

ahhhhhhhhhhh.
i'm sorry about the situation you're in.
that happened to me a few weeks, and it
lasted about two weeks. the worst two
weeks of my life. it was literally the
worst state i'd been in.
it's amazing because that kind of stuff
ALWAYS seems to happen when you're having
the most amazing fun you've had in a LONG
time. AH.
good luck through it all.
if you ever want to chat in ballet, i'll
be there. :)
♥

[never_exhale_]

i know. i mean ive been cheated on and i was so depressed. and now ive caused someone to feel that way just because i wanted to have a good time and i feel like such a bad person. yeah ill see you tomorrow in ballet. thanks.

[terminal_____37]

you're welcome. =)
yeah. i hate that whole situation.
it's about intention a lot, you
know? but then, even if you didnt
like him and didnt intend for the
hang out sesh to to be a time to
try and get him to like you, people
will think that anyway. I HATE IT!

[pitchblackroad]

Ooh Tabi. I want to come hang out with you. You can drive me...yessss.
and if i think i know what you're talking about, then i've done it plenty of times. You'll get over it sooner or later. But i guess its cause i didnt even really feely bad about it. maybe you do...cuase maybe its a close friend? I dunno talk to me!
♥ Joseph

[never_exhale_]

yes we need to hang out soon! and i can drive, it makes things so much easier. i feel bad because the guy told me that he told his gf everything and that she was way sad. then she sent me a message on myspace and was like thanks for making me depressed. so i feel like a bitch, but i guess thats what being a whore gets me huh? lol figures.
tamika

[aloadoffmytoe]

WOW i'm butting in~*shifty eyes*

don't feel bad, what's in the past is in the past. so the one thing you can do is procede to make lemonade with grapefruits the best you can. I'm always optomistic;]

[aloadoffmytoe]

i'll come along for the drive :D
i'll bring the dip and glow sticks, oh how the spigetti will fly