lips are quivering like a withering rose
yeah so friday night...so much happened. don't really feel like going into detail, but i messed up. And now people are hurt and I feel bad. I hardly ever act solely on emotion, and maybe now i know why. That night was really wierd and i had a lot of fun, and felt a way i havent in a pretty long time and it was nicer than you know. we both knew there would be a consequence, so i guess we knew it was coming but did it anyway. maybe it felt good to be bad. i guess i really am a bitch and a whore. i'm not like depressed or anything, just bummed that things turned out bad. yeah so i dont really know what else to say here.
on another note, the first two shows have been pretty good. today was way better than yesterday. oh and i messed up on the dates if anyone even read them, they are actually 5/6, 5/7 and 5/13, 5/14. so yeah come check it out because backup dancers/singers kick ass man!!
now i have to go to homework, which i really really dont feel like doing. what i feel like doing is driving out to a cliff overlooking the city and having a midnight picnic and looking at the stars and not thinking. anyone care to join me?
on another note, the first two shows have been pretty good. today was way better than yesterday. oh and i messed up on the dates if anyone even read them, they are actually 5/6, 5/7 and 5/13, 5/14. so yeah come check it out because backup dancers/singers kick ass man!!
now i have to go to homework, which i really really dont feel like doing. what i feel like doing is driving out to a cliff overlooking the city and having a midnight picnic and looking at the stars and not thinking. anyone care to join me?