Where I am at
This Christmas vacation has been fantastic. I got to spend a week with my family in Des Moines which I loved. It just makes me feel like I am a kid again. A daughter with two parents instead of the one making all the decisions in my life.
Then Dara and I went to NYC for New Year's. It was an eventful trip I do have say. Between our flight being delayed and sprinting to our show, standing in Times Square for 13 hours (totally worth it by the way), Jersey Boys, Drowsy Chaperone, getting on the Today Show, having to fly standby on the way home...it was awesome.
It has been good to be back in Omaha the past few days, back with friends and familiar things. However I am NOT excited about going back to school. I mean I love my job, but at times I just want to quit. Be crazy and move to New York City, get a job that I can leave at work, and go audition for shows. I miss the stage so badly. But I can't audition for anything because of traveling with AWAKEN and teaching. I feel like I am missing part of myself.
And I feel like these past few weeks my heart has been on a roller coaster. I love my single life, I loved having the freedom just to go to NYC, but I have been finding myself questioning my feelings about people, things, experiences. How am I suppose to be in a relationship with someone else when I don't even understanding myself?
However, I just finished this great book called "Soul Cravings" by Erwin Rahael McManus. If you get a chance to read it you should. I can't explain how it spoke to me it just did.
Then Dara and I went to NYC for New Year's. It was an eventful trip I do have say. Between our flight being delayed and sprinting to our show, standing in Times Square for 13 hours (totally worth it by the way), Jersey Boys, Drowsy Chaperone, getting on the Today Show, having to fly standby on the way home...it was awesome.
It has been good to be back in Omaha the past few days, back with friends and familiar things. However I am NOT excited about going back to school. I mean I love my job, but at times I just want to quit. Be crazy and move to New York City, get a job that I can leave at work, and go audition for shows. I miss the stage so badly. But I can't audition for anything because of traveling with AWAKEN and teaching. I feel like I am missing part of myself.
And I feel like these past few weeks my heart has been on a roller coaster. I love my single life, I loved having the freedom just to go to NYC, but I have been finding myself questioning my feelings about people, things, experiences. How am I suppose to be in a relationship with someone else when I don't even understanding myself?
However, I just finished this great book called "Soul Cravings" by Erwin Rahael McManus. If you get a chance to read it you should. I can't explain how it spoke to me it just did.