Jun 16, 2006 23:39
late night post
I know that it isn't fun to read a blog when someone isn't exactly upbeat and positive...but I just have to say one thing.
Is there something wrong with me?
I am 24 years old and I feel as if I am the most unwanted girl. I know this is Satan filling my mind with lies. I know this has to do with the fact that I have gone to three weddings in the past two weeks of people my age or younger. It makes you think.
I know that God is in control. I know that he has a man picked out for me. But sometimes, it just gets plain old. You can tell yourself all the logical reasons why you are single, you can tell yourself that you deserve to wait for that person, you can tell yourself that God has you single for a reason...there are things you are able to do single you can't do when you are in a relationship.
Sometimes I would just like a chance to try.
Okay, venting is over. I feel better.