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So, it's Thursday. One more day and then it's a long weekend and I can't seem to will it to come fast enough. This week is usually an easy week - classes are short where you don't go over much more than the syllabus, work is easy cuz what's there to do, and everything else is supposed to still be fun. Maybe cuz it's my senior year, and maybe because of a bunch of other things, but that's not how it currently is. I'm so busy that I leave my apartment in the morning before 7 and don't return until 12, 13, or 14 hours later. I don't have free time. I'm stressed about the GRE and grad school. I also have a lot going on that no one bothers to know about, but cheers to those of you that do.
On top of all that, I've pissed some of my friends off. Instead of talking directly to them about something I was hurt about I talked to someone else about it. Not a good idea in this case. All I can say is I'm sorry, but I honestly didn't think I could talk to you about this. I was told I would be called if you decided to go out - you went out and I wasn't called, I thought it was deliberate and thought there was a reason. Why would I approach you about it and make it worse? It looks like I did that anyway. Considering how different our friendship is during the school year, I really hope this shall pass. I don't think there's a way to resolve what happened... I know I handled things wrong, but I think that if someone says they'll do something and they don't that's something to look at too. Basically this is something that is to petty to let turn into something huge, it's something to just get over and move past. I hope that's where we're all at and shall return to talking soon.
I've also heard that I'm not the only one having a stressful, bad week - maybe that has something to do with it. Week 2 of the semester can only get better and besides, this weekend proves to be full of fun :)
On top of all that, I've pissed some of my friends off. Instead of talking directly to them about something I was hurt about I talked to someone else about it. Not a good idea in this case. All I can say is I'm sorry, but I honestly didn't think I could talk to you about this. I was told I would be called if you decided to go out - you went out and I wasn't called, I thought it was deliberate and thought there was a reason. Why would I approach you about it and make it worse? It looks like I did that anyway. Considering how different our friendship is during the school year, I really hope this shall pass. I don't think there's a way to resolve what happened... I know I handled things wrong, but I think that if someone says they'll do something and they don't that's something to look at too. Basically this is something that is to petty to let turn into something huge, it's something to just get over and move past. I hope that's where we're all at and shall return to talking soon.
I've also heard that I'm not the only one having a stressful, bad week - maybe that has something to do with it. Week 2 of the semester can only get better and besides, this weekend proves to be full of fun :)