"I can't stand, I can't see my way, I feel blind on my feet"
I feel like I have something important to say. Something meaningful and insightful that wouldn't change your world but would change your mind, at least for the few minutes it took you to read. I want to communicate myself to you - not ideas, not opinions, not pieces of my personality, but me, all of me. I want you to know me to the extent that I know myself, because there's something there. It may not be worthwhile, but it exists, and that's truly all that's needed for it to be worthy of knowing. But still, I'm writing this in an attempt to justify to you, to justify to myself, that not only is it okay to be wholly unremarkable but that it's remarkable in itself - that it's all that's really necessary. Would I ask more of someone else? Then why would I ask more of myself? Just because I'm not better doesn't mean that I'm worse - the two are not mutually exclusive. I just wish I could believe my own words. I wish I didn't have to ask you to read them.