Apr 24, 2016 01:00
It is better to be alone and safe than afraid and trapped in the same room with a human time-bomb.
I should not feel that settling someone who may, with very little warning and no intentional provocation, dissolve into violence and emotional manipulation, is a better alternative to a safe, comfortable level of adulthood just because my only companions are animals.
I'm going to have to keep repeating that until it sinks in.
I trusted someone that wasn't worthy of it. I guess craving physical touch so much all I can do is sob is just one of the consequences of that action.
It is better to be safe and alone than trapped with an armed bomb.