May 21, 2005 03:17
I feel as if the lies are coming at me from every direction...even places where lying doesn't help. And I am not saying they are all lies, but they surely seem that way. Calls from cell phones that are disconnected (must be the battery)...better let Sprint know they are sending a temporarily disconnected message...:) I'd rather hear it's been a bad day then to be blatantly lied to. I know how easy it is for you...I've seen you in action....you can come up with any excuse in the blink of an eye or even a simple exhalation of breath. How does one become so deceptive? Never wonder why I get mad or why I don't believe half the things that come out of your mouth....it's because I have been privy to your innermost thoughts and actions in the past and I know better. I know better than to believe. I made the mistake in the past and I won't make it in the future. And there are limits to how much of it I will take...I think you know those already so I won't expound on them.
I had a long day....a long two days...a 15 hour shift and then 5 hours of sleep and then a 9+ hour day and then an 80 mile round trip to pick up my son...and I am still awake knowing that I will be up in less than 6 hours...so any pity expected is not going to be given. You live my life 1-2 days a week...do you ever feel any compassion for me? Doesn't seem so. It's ok though...you might not say it, but in my heart I hope that you think I am doing a good job....but I know I am and that is really all that matters. I give you fair praise for your accomplishments...someday I hope I get the same in return.....
I have PMS but I know that is not the reason I feel this way:)