Well God did have a reason...Jimmy is a cheat...guess it happens to the best of us. Oh well...life goes on....just teaches me that I will never get involved in a long distance relationship again. First words out of my mouth will be "Where do you live?" That way I will never even have to consider moving myself and my son away from a family who ( Read more... )

Life is going well....beating along like always. Go to work...pick up Aiden...come home...never changes ( Read more... )

Been a while since I wrote...lots of stuff going on...some good and some bad....don't even know where to begin. So I'll leave it for now...

It's been some time since I updated....lots of things going on. Aiden will be out of town for a week...I am going to miss him so much....I just hope I get an occasional phone call to let me know how he is doing. I'll be within driving distance so if anything happens I can be there. I trust Joseph implicitely to take great care of our son...he ( Read more... )

He calls me a hundred times a day...still has hope for us. I don't know how I feel about that....so conflicted about the whole thing....I am so tired of hoping and then having to deal with the misery when it all goes downhill. I had my hopes up in the past and they were destroyed, so why try now? I know how he feels....believe me, I have been ( Read more... )

We had a nice trip to TN...we saw places we had never been and had lots of fun, but it's come to an end. There are just some things that I can't deal with...and jealousy and lack of trust are two of them. Of course they feed off one another. I have done nothing to lose his trust....his ex did, but I seem to be the one suffering for it. I really ( Read more... )

Well things are still going well with Jimmy...actually he is in love...wants me to move to GA or TN....it's tempting, but I am not going to rush. He was here all last week and pushed back going home until Sunday (he originally planned on leaving Monday or Tuesday). We all went out for my birthday Angela came too) on Tuesday and somehow I managed ( Read more... )

Well I met a guy...his name is Jimmy. He's really nice and sweet and he makes me laugh so much. It happened last Weds night after I spent an hour trying to get Aiden to sleep at Joseph's house and ended up with 2 sleepyheads and a batch of feeling like I waasn't going to get out. But Jill came through for me and we went to Boomers. We had a ( Read more... )

Is anything ever worth anything? Doesn't seem like it to me.

My poor baby had to go to the doctor and get shots...he's pretty miserable right now....very needy...but still as cute as ever. With all the technology we have today you would think they could manage some other way to make babies healthy than sticking them with needles ( Read more... )