leaving . . .
i fly out of south africa tonight. i don't want to go.
but i do want out of joburg and i'm tired of staying in backpackers and it will be so nice to be home for the holidays for a change. so going home is a good thing, even if i don't want to leave.
i don't know where to begin to reflect on the last 2 months. but i guess that's what my 19 hours of flying can help me with.
some things are just meant to be. i still believe that. it's all going to happen when it's meant to. that's what i keep telling myself. and now him too.
this country is so beautiful. i've completely fallen in love. i will be back.
but i do want out of joburg and i'm tired of staying in backpackers and it will be so nice to be home for the holidays for a change. so going home is a good thing, even if i don't want to leave.
i don't know where to begin to reflect on the last 2 months. but i guess that's what my 19 hours of flying can help me with.
some things are just meant to be. i still believe that. it's all going to happen when it's meant to. that's what i keep telling myself. and now him too.
this country is so beautiful. i've completely fallen in love. i will be back.