everything at once . . .

[netter_maimai]

only with him can i be told everything you could possibly want to hear and everything you don't want to hear in the same conversation.

everything.

damn it. how are we so close to making it yet not?

i really thought something would happen to make things move forth, one way or another. somehow we're even more solidified in the place we've been for months.

i may be the biggest fool. yet somehow, i still don't believe it.

i'm still certain.