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things are good. they really are.
but i have these moments, where it's like i'm being stung. these quick reminders of time being fleeting. brief pangs of impending sadness. they don't last long. because things are good. they really are.
but the future is feeling sad. i know it won't always be, because there will be things that bring me joy that i don't expect and can't imagine. just like i never imagined this now.
i've never been good at letting go. and i don't think that's going to suddenly change.
but i have these moments, where it's like i'm being stung. these quick reminders of time being fleeting. brief pangs of impending sadness. they don't last long. because things are good. they really are.
but the future is feeling sad. i know it won't always be, because there will be things that bring me joy that i don't expect and can't imagine. just like i never imagined this now.
i've never been good at letting go. and i don't think that's going to suddenly change.