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So, I applied to take my last class at a college closer to home and I had a meeting with the dean of my college and she had no problem giving me permission to take my last class. So now I have to make sure I apply and transfer the last credits back to the University so that they can send me my diploma. So happy and excited. I also took my first test for Spanish and I got a decent grade of a high C, basically I was one point off from getting a B which I was upset about but, that was way better than my first initial grade in Beginning Spanish 1 where all I got were F's and D's. Long way coming I have to say, I have to keep this up and hope and pray this last class I take since it's only a 5 week course and its a 2 hour long class 3 days a week. But enough of that, so far my senior year to coming along the way I like. I am up on my homework, well most of the things I am into and don't have to dread reading it because it is extremely boring..i.e my Critical Reading and Writing class.
Another thing which I didn't expect was me and Josh talking again and on good terms. No one in my family knows except for my sister of course became I have to tell her everything and not one of my friends no because I want to figure things out for myself. This time I am going to look at the future and not the past. I know that he hurt me in the worst way and what he did was wrong and yes could he do it again probably, but I think he has learned the value of what he had and also has learned what he stands to loose if it happens again. I can't keep holding the past against him and punish myself for being constantly mad at him. That's not something I want to live my life with or have over my head like this bitter old lady at the age of 25. I am going to be another graduate and I should look to the future not the past. I feel more positive and out going when I think of the possibilities I have going for me at this point nothing can stop me but myself. He even knows there is not guarantee that I will be living in the same state so at this point we are hanging out with each other and enjoying the time we spend together which is nice to have. I like talking to him and discussing the news of today, most of my friends I can't talk to about politics because it upsets them or they just don't care. With him oh he like discussing it especially when he thinks he is right when in reality he is wrong.
My sister is still looking for a job and she has volunteered to work at a hospital to get some experience but I feel she needs to physically go in and talk to an administrator to start gaining experience sine she graduates in October with her Bachelor's Degree in Health Administration. My aunt recently received her tests back from her doctor about her kidney's and he told her that she needs to go on dialysis immediately. Her kidneys are at 12% which as you can see is the worst place for them to be at plus she was at 80% just a month ago. I don't know what she plans to do, she is scared about the procedure and thinks there has not been enough research on it for her to go into surgery. My grandmother on the other hand is now in a nursing home going through physical therapy for her legs. Her knees were at a point she could barely walk and my aunt called the EMS to take her to the hospital. It was in enough time because the hospital found blood clots in both her knees, her blood pressure was high, her diabetes was horrible, she was also dehydrated. So I am glad she is getting better and she now has color back in her cheeks. So besides some family set backs the year is looking steady for me lets hope it remains that way no telling what is going to happen in the next 10 months
Another thing which I didn't expect was me and Josh talking again and on good terms. No one in my family knows except for my sister of course became I have to tell her everything and not one of my friends no because I want to figure things out for myself. This time I am going to look at the future and not the past. I know that he hurt me in the worst way and what he did was wrong and yes could he do it again probably, but I think he has learned the value of what he had and also has learned what he stands to loose if it happens again. I can't keep holding the past against him and punish myself for being constantly mad at him. That's not something I want to live my life with or have over my head like this bitter old lady at the age of 25. I am going to be another graduate and I should look to the future not the past. I feel more positive and out going when I think of the possibilities I have going for me at this point nothing can stop me but myself. He even knows there is not guarantee that I will be living in the same state so at this point we are hanging out with each other and enjoying the time we spend together which is nice to have. I like talking to him and discussing the news of today, most of my friends I can't talk to about politics because it upsets them or they just don't care. With him oh he like discussing it especially when he thinks he is right when in reality he is wrong.
My sister is still looking for a job and she has volunteered to work at a hospital to get some experience but I feel she needs to physically go in and talk to an administrator to start gaining experience sine she graduates in October with her Bachelor's Degree in Health Administration. My aunt recently received her tests back from her doctor about her kidney's and he told her that she needs to go on dialysis immediately. Her kidneys are at 12% which as you can see is the worst place for them to be at plus she was at 80% just a month ago. I don't know what she plans to do, she is scared about the procedure and thinks there has not been enough research on it for her to go into surgery. My grandmother on the other hand is now in a nursing home going through physical therapy for her legs. Her knees were at a point she could barely walk and my aunt called the EMS to take her to the hospital. It was in enough time because the hospital found blood clots in both her knees, her blood pressure was high, her diabetes was horrible, she was also dehydrated. So I am glad she is getting better and she now has color back in her cheeks. So besides some family set backs the year is looking steady for me lets hope it remains that way no telling what is going to happen in the next 10 months