hunches
Yeah my hunches have been correct. The person that I talked about in my last entry has confirmed my hunches last night after I took him home. He told me that if Deryk and I ever brooke up then he wanted to be the first to know, and that he would make it all better by making me feel it in my stomach. Yeah all I believe is that he wants a piece of ass from me and that is all. Yes he is a cool person to hang out with, but if all he wants is a piece of ass from me then forget him, I am not going to give that to him, because I will NOT DO ANYTHING THAT IS CONCIDERED CHEATING. The last thing that I want to do is anything that will jeopardize mine and Deryk's relationship, let alone breaking his heart. That is the last thing that I would want to do. You know what my friend said to that, "He doesn't have to know." Well you know what I would end up telling him in the long run, and I would feel extremly guilty if I ever did anything like that. Deryk is the love of my life, though many do not understand that. Another thing that he told me is that if Deryk and I brooke up and I did not tell him then he would never want to talk to me again. I am sorry but he can FUCK OFF. I would never tell him because all he would want to do is get me into bed. Well now that I am pissed off enough I am going to get ready for work.