Mar 29, 2005 12:35
nope, no myspace aloud, no hotmail..so im resorting to livejournal, not thats theres anything wrong witht that. so ill sit here, stare at the screen with my discman on..metric. and then ill get yelled at for doing nothing..kind of what happens at home. weird.
i sit with josh. he's just great. he's got ninja shoes. and he's also writing and directing his own kung-fu movie int he summer. halarious.m
ive only been here one day in a veru long time thanks to my vacation and im just sick of it. running on 2 hours of sleep, trying to stay awake and trying to not scream in the face of my media studies teacher. well i kind of already did, but not as bad as i wish i had. shes a nutcase. a fucking idiot. cocaine. yes thats probably it.
good lord what am i doing? on msn till 4 inthe morning last night, what have i gotten myself into now? love keeps doing thsi to me. getting my hopes up. fuck it. i lvoe it. sooo much. incredibly happy. so ill just suck it up and not worry about tomorrow but how fucking happy i am right now....i guess people wpuldnt think im happy though, but i am...happier than i have been in a long time, since chris i think....hard to explain. sunflowers.
lol no one knows what the heck im tlaking about. i like it
ness <3