*Burn and start again....
Dear your name here....
I write this knowing you'll never read it but simply for my own satisfaction.
I write to say goodbye. Goodbye to a you I never knew. Or a you I maybe wish I didn't know.
You were a waste. You ARE a waste...a joke.
I blame no one but my own self.
I know it could have been avoided all together, but I wanted to have fun.
I was selfish, and in my own selfishness, I was blind to the truth of it all.
You never wanted ME, you wanted the part of me that was innocent.
You still want something that you can't have. You want it all the more knowing it's so unreachable.
I will smile as I walk past you knowing I'm beyond you. Knowing I'm over it all.
Knowing you never did, nor will you ever get what you wanted all along.
I let you get the best of me, and for a moment I almost had the best of you.
I know what I said got under your skin, I knew it as soon as I walked away and you stepped out the door.
I smile knowing that what I've come to find will continuously fullfill me, but what you've missed out on and chosen instead will leave you empty at the end of every day.
Good luck with life. I pity those that cross your path and end up caught in your trap.
You are very enticing, captivating, charming...it helps you lock them in.
Newsflash...it's not that hard to see past that front and to your asshole core, and when those you seek to harm see what I see, you'll end up knocked down to your knees once again.
I might say things you don't want to hear, but someday you might care and I won't be there,
No I won't be there...here's to us fools that have no meaning...
I've had a very hard time seeing less of you
So can you see you're seeing less of me darling
And you're blind to the fact that my heart stopped beating
And I'm as good as dead...
It doesn't take much to keep holding someone's hand
You have to keep your eyes open as wide as you can
You never know what could come along...
Sometimes people think that they are so in love
When it's the first person that they have ever been with
It's so amazing how people can be held down
By just one person that doesn't even care what they think
I know it's so stupid
You have to keep your eyes open
You'll never know if he's right....
You think you're on top of the world
When all the eyes are on you
Just wait until your heart breaks
And you'll know how I felt when I wrote...
This song goes out to boys
That i haven't met just yet
This song is for stupid boys
Who think that every girl is all about them
Sincerely, Me
...just picking up where I left off.
Endings bring about new beginings. I've come to find this rather quickly.
Fluttering. Flustered. Baffled. Confused. Happy. Hopeful. Excited. Scared.
Of all the emotions running through me currently, the most prominant of them is excitement.
The idea of not being sure of what comes next, is both exciting and scarry, yet I feel a sense of security now. I'm starting to find myself constantly getting ready for something...I'm always waiting, watching, hoping for the next move to come soon.
My roomate says it was the first one that did me good. He may have been an ass, but inevitably, he helped me. The fact that he showed interest gave me a sense of confidence that I've never before had, and that appealed to the other that now follows.
I feel a comfort that I've never felt before. I have a smile that no one else can bring about on my face. I finally feel ok with just being me....the package and all.
Who knows if it will last this time, but at least it's something stable.
For now I'll let that be enough. I won't push it into being something it isn't and just let it be what it is.
I write this knowing you'll never read it but simply for my own satisfaction.
I write to say goodbye. Goodbye to a you I never knew. Or a you I maybe wish I didn't know.
You were a waste. You ARE a waste...a joke.
I blame no one but my own self.
I know it could have been avoided all together, but I wanted to have fun.
I was selfish, and in my own selfishness, I was blind to the truth of it all.
You never wanted ME, you wanted the part of me that was innocent.
You still want something that you can't have. You want it all the more knowing it's so unreachable.
I will smile as I walk past you knowing I'm beyond you. Knowing I'm over it all.
Knowing you never did, nor will you ever get what you wanted all along.
I let you get the best of me, and for a moment I almost had the best of you.
I know what I said got under your skin, I knew it as soon as I walked away and you stepped out the door.
I smile knowing that what I've come to find will continuously fullfill me, but what you've missed out on and chosen instead will leave you empty at the end of every day.
Good luck with life. I pity those that cross your path and end up caught in your trap.
You are very enticing, captivating, charming...it helps you lock them in.
Newsflash...it's not that hard to see past that front and to your asshole core, and when those you seek to harm see what I see, you'll end up knocked down to your knees once again.
I might say things you don't want to hear, but someday you might care and I won't be there,
No I won't be there...here's to us fools that have no meaning...
I've had a very hard time seeing less of you
So can you see you're seeing less of me darling
And you're blind to the fact that my heart stopped beating
And I'm as good as dead...
It doesn't take much to keep holding someone's hand
You have to keep your eyes open as wide as you can
You never know what could come along...
Sometimes people think that they are so in love
When it's the first person that they have ever been with
It's so amazing how people can be held down
By just one person that doesn't even care what they think
I know it's so stupid
You have to keep your eyes open
You'll never know if he's right....
You think you're on top of the world
When all the eyes are on you
Just wait until your heart breaks
And you'll know how I felt when I wrote...
This song goes out to boys
That i haven't met just yet
This song is for stupid boys
Who think that every girl is all about them
Sincerely, Me
...just picking up where I left off.
Endings bring about new beginings. I've come to find this rather quickly.
Fluttering. Flustered. Baffled. Confused. Happy. Hopeful. Excited. Scared.
Of all the emotions running through me currently, the most prominant of them is excitement.
The idea of not being sure of what comes next, is both exciting and scarry, yet I feel a sense of security now. I'm starting to find myself constantly getting ready for something...I'm always waiting, watching, hoping for the next move to come soon.
My roomate says it was the first one that did me good. He may have been an ass, but inevitably, he helped me. The fact that he showed interest gave me a sense of confidence that I've never before had, and that appealed to the other that now follows.
I feel a comfort that I've never felt before. I have a smile that no one else can bring about on my face. I finally feel ok with just being me....the package and all.
Who knows if it will last this time, but at least it's something stable.
For now I'll let that be enough. I won't push it into being something it isn't and just let it be what it is.