*This time is the last time.....

May 24, 2005 18:28

You find a life that could possibly suit you better.
You aren't content with where yours is anyway.
You listen to the things your so called friends have to say about it.
You end up living a life gone down a path you didn't choose.
What to do?
You consequently wonder what it could have been.
What if you didn't let anyone stand in your way?
How much happier would you be at this moment?
What would you be doing instead of living in emptiness.
I chose this.
Knowing full well what it could have been, knowing it could be bad.
Knowing I would be putting myself out in the open.
Knowing how I could be quickly shot to the ground.
An opportunity came and instantaneously passed me by.
Now I cry.
I missed the opportunity to see the potential of another life.
It could have been a better one for me.
Sure other openings will pass, and you'll have a shot to take them.
But it won't be the same, all you've got is today to take on.
Today is gone.

Save yourself.
Because the only thing that matters
is that you get away from the pain
and the thought of losing your mind.
Don't blame yourself.
It was everyone around you who made you act this way.
There's the stage and your chance to watch it go down.

Don't fake yourself into ever, ever thinking about yesterday.
That was then, this is now. Don't call it undone.
Don't take what you've been dealt.
You can exit out the back and make your getaway
before anyone can see the damage you have done.

State your case. You've got everyone's attention.
What can you say? Thanks or forget what you've been given.
Take your place. Do you think that you deserve the best of everything?
We don't get why you're here. Can you figure it out?

You've got to get away.
Oh, I get lost in the thought of losing you.
You've got to get away. I know it's a dream but it must be true.
Wave now goodbye. It's the lesson that you've been given.
You can always move on to better things.

This time is the last time so be here, here now.
This time is the last time. Somehow make it through.
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